A wait too long

I wait

Wait for the return of storm

The tornado hit me years ago

And left me bruised

Struggling with the pain

I await the return of misery...

Alone amongst the garden of love

I raised a fear of loneliness

Hit and sabotaged

I sinfully yearn for more...

The teary, swollen eyes

Remember the last dream they saw

I was in devil arms

And taken to a palace so far...

Dreams are dreams, I say

A moment of happiness

Left in grief

You wonder about dreams...

The delusion of an inner self

Cutting it through reality

I think, again

To rise above the ground

To fight the storm

And embrace the crown...

I dreamt again?

Again to live afloat

My struggle is with life

And I await the next thunderbolt.