Today entails the loss of everything
and yet it marks a new beginning
I might have loved the worst this year
The year itself was cursed
I cry and wail for a sad fortune
Yet I am here with no money at all
The joy of eating the best I want
But the best was never mine
I lost, lost everything that I had
Yet I have my life intact
But is this life that I ever wanted?
I want; never am I born this way again
Never would I show my face to the beasts
Never will I have to smile on your speech
Never would I want to sleep with you
Because I am not honoured to wear what u please
Because I am not dancing to what you play
Because I am not what you desire
Because I was never born this way
I am who I am....
