when life takes a turn....

It rained all night and i could not move my sight. It had this beautiful feeling of being in your arms and looking out at the sleepless stars, water dripping from the drenched leaves and i was lost in my dreams. It was a long unusual night, nobody to disturb us and nowhere to run, everything came to a halt. Sometimes you wish that you can capture a moment and keep it forever with you but your destiny cannot be rewritten.

As i move ahead
i see an unusual being
i see another me
i wish to stop myself
i wish to keep dis forever
i wish not to grow ever...

changing hormones tell u a story
innocence is gone
and its time to move on
here i am standing in mid
thinking about my life
and confused a bit...

lost control over my life
my knuckles turn white
if i touch ur losing sight
dis feeling of being loved
creats an illusive world
a happy home there i make
with u by my side
need no one to felicitate...

Now here i stand looking again at the outside world. Amidst all the chaos i have a life which is more chaotic and abrupt than the whole universe. Still i try to find solace in my being, in the moment where i am staying. Love certainly makes you feel better (like a drug keeps you on a high), but is this what i always wanted??? As confused you could be more practical your life would be... Now, dont blame me for your wrong, i am just a human making my efforts to overcome the lost battle which i had won!!!