Showing posts with label lost. Show all posts
Showing posts with label lost. Show all posts

Thursday, June 29, 2017

Far away in love

Thousand miles away
Locked in a heart
I write you a letter
From the lost war,
In our quest of desires
We left the only thing
We ever had with us,
Our moments together
Of laughter and sorrow
Our fights over the coloured sky
And, our giggles that lasted until we cried.

658 days and counting more
Not even one day went 
Without remembering you,
The scented candle in our room
Is replaced by white lilies now
To always remind me of our last time
Of the empty bed and the tinted blinds,
The books are kept off the shelf
Near the side lamp that we used
After a long day of suits.

The rain still pour slowly on our doorway
On the muddy roads and leaded windows,
I still drink wine at night sometimes
The other glass is kept on my side,
It’s the hugs that I miss the most
The kiss that I feel a lot
A remembrance of our days together
Everything is kept with me
Beneath this happy face
Maybe, I smile a lot.

The time has changed
And left me misplaced,
Can you come back?
Like, you never left
The distance is not what I hate
The constant struggle is a difficult phase
No rubbing shoulders, nothing to touch
The space I got
Feels a little too much,
Come back and feel my smile
Once again, I want to feel alive.

Thousand miles away
Have you changed?
Your images are blurred
And you whisper a lot,
Come back, you fool
It’s the hour of love
I still wait in the same porch
Looking at you
The way you looked before.


Thursday, April 20, 2017

The day I closed my eyes…

I read interviews and mocked the epiphany
I heard them talk on radio too,
There wallowed tales of solitude
Of alcohol and drugs misused.
The mocking couldn’t stop until I saw someone
The man with a straight face and a smile so powerful
I followed his trail of oceanic scent
And entered a dark den of substance
Staying there for hours and hours
And chatting non-stop about the lives of miserable’
My life went smooth, and I stressed more.
He touched me and I felt…. sad
I looked around to breathe happiness.

Your see what you want them to see,
The faces curtained with emotions
Masquerading around you,
Smothering your ears with compliments
Walking past you.

I moved closer to feel the emptiness.
He left without saying a word
Confused, I noticed the curtains’ colour
The same pale blue that I always hated 
And, the walls of my room looked blank.

Days and nights felt the same
I spoke to feel my voice
I hung around with all my friends
What was I thinking? Yet unknown
Why my body shivered, nobody could tell
The day seemed longer, and family distant
My ears tried to listen but I barely heard
The work was good, but my eyes felt wet
The cheeks didn’t know,
Why droplets rolled on them
I was losing something of importance
In the middle of the night I could sense the darkness.

The sky started to close on me
The ground swelled with pride of flesh
A faint smile on my lips
As I looked out of the window

For the last time.

Wednesday, April 25, 2012

A story of my previous night....

It died last night
In the stormy weather
The easy death it was,
My hands shivered in haste
And my legs abated on side
body lied there all night long...
Nobody knew where I was
In a corner
Gasping for some air
Difficult to last from here...
Pain inside tickled me more
The last laugh I abhor
Everything seems so far
My inner self died
The night love left a scar...
A new beginning
A found journey
A proposed life
With all means I lost...
Set on a stage, again I start my act
The script I pray
Should last long
The editor of my life
Could ask more...
I will be the assassin this time
I wish to beg once again my life...